May 2013
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April 2013
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(Near The End of An Era Part 2)
Things are never as they were. Even the things you can do for years, the same routine over and over, will be different. It’s the small differences in these situations that pull away at you. They collect and pile up to a point where they are nearly impossible to control. In the same vein, they are the things that separate everything, otherwise we would all be one story. Everyone repeating the...
March 2013
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Music Asks
1: A song you like with a color in the title
2: A song you like with a number in the title
3: A song that reminds you of summertime
4: A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about
5: A song that needs to be played LOUD
6: A song that makes you want to dance
7: A song to drive to
8: A song about drugs or alcohol
9: A song that makes you happy
10: A song that makes you sad
11: A song that you never get tired of
12: A song from your preteen years
13: One of your favorite 80’s songs
14: A song that you would love played at your wedding
15: A song that is a cover by another artist
16: One of your favorite classical songs
17: A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke
18: A song from the year that you were born
19: A song that makes you think about life
20: A song that has many meanings to you
21: A favorite song with a person’s name in the title
22: A song that moves you forward
23: A song that you think everybody should listen to
24: A song by a band you wish were still together
25: A song by an artist no longer living
26: A song that makes you want to fall in love
27: A song that breaks your heart
28: A song by an artist with a voice that you love
29: A song that you remember from your childhood
30: A song that reminds you of yourself
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February 2013
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I feel weirdly comfortable. There are certain things that, when I see them, give off a strange comfortable vibe. That is happening right now. I might have just found the cover for my album.
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"Hope alone gets you nowhere."
I’m working on my most ambitious “song” I’ve attempted right now. It’s not really a song. If anything it’s an ambient atmosphere. But, it could go anywhere. I’ve never felt the happiness of completing a song. The album I’m in the process of making right now has about thirteen songs (meaning not instrumentals.) I can listen to them and feel nothing. I...
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January 2013
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December 2012
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This would be a really different blog-home if I started reblogging things.
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Every once in a while, I get this weird feeling and I just got it now. It pretty much describes where I am. I don’t know if I am happy, even though I laugh everyday. I’ve been anxious for so long, my mind tries to find things to be scared of. I worry that when I’m happy, it won’t be long before something happens that will fuck it all up. I’m worried there will never...
November 2012
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October 2012
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How Long Is The Ride? (& Do I Want It To End)
I think being sick has given me a (somewhat underwhelming) epiphany. In life, and other aspects of it, I am in the middle. That could be why I feel so fucked up.
I’ve been thinking about mundane life for a while. In a few ways, I think certain aspects of my existence are mundane. Also some aspects are mundane, but predictable. I can’t tell whether I want a (controllable) mundane existence or the...
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September 2012
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For the first time in a long time, I feel really good. Of course for me, really good translates to still being worried about shit I can’t control, but the number of things I am worrying about are few. It’s both a refreshing change and the same old name. I’m feeling so good, I fear this will come crashing down even harder.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
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“If you vote against Obama because he can’t get stuff done, it’s kind of like...”
– Chris Rock (via themadeshop)
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August 2012
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I'm Afraid of The Only Piece of Sanity I Have...
I’m afraid to go to sleep. I think this is the only second time this has ever happened. Last night, and the past week or so, when I’m laying down trying to go to sleep, I think and go into stories from my past I don’t think about ever. After about thirty minutes I’ll fall asleep.
The past two nights, I remembered my dreams. The first one was tame as I remember, I...
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“But not all stories peak at the end. Sometimes, the best line is right in the...”
– Ze Frank
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