I don’t have focus. Even when I was a kid, I could never go one way or the other. I’ve always felt like my personality is a combination of many different elements. Even though everyone is a combination of elements, most people have some way they lean. They have one thing they do and everything else is just a hobby. I feel like I’m on a rope not wanting to pick a side, and having trouble keeping my balance. I feel like I do a little bit of everything, and I’m not great at anything. I bounce around whenever I get tired of any one thing. Giving me no room to grow. Like I’m trying to learn every subject one sentence at a time. I’m not going anywhere. I’m running from one side of the field to another, only moving forward by one step every time I get to the end.