These paper people,
I’ve seen before,
& all they do,
is want more.

I’m sick,
of the lies & ourselves,
what we’ve become
Were living in hell.

The colours more important,
then who we are,
the kids are dead,
& your times ahead.

In the middle of the night,
its cold outside,
& everyone’s dead asleep,
while you wait for the pain to subside.

It disgusts me to see,
everyone around me,
do you see it?
because your the problem your trying to solve.

Watch the lights go out,
its the last night,
& I could do without it,
because no ones alright.

You see the people,
What they look for,
What they think about,
& compare it to yours.

The feeling drags you down,
Now you live on the ground,
None of this here,
Is a matter to anyone anymore.

Maybe Everything Is Not As Bad As It Seems - video&audiobyme.

There are these times,
When your stomach burns,
One of two things happen,
You think about the ache,
Or you access everything leading up to the ache.
Whatever one you choose,
Defines who you are.

You’ll always have time,
That you need to kill,
Weather that is spent,
On sleep or dreams,
All that’s true is,
Your stomach will continue to ache.

There’s certain times,

the weather dark,

you can’t find a rhyme,

to keep time.

push things away,

finding the wrong ones,

just forget today.

speak in your tongue,

forget the sun,

& everyone you knew.

It’s as if being alone makes much more sense when you realize who they are.

I want to start a project. A project that takes more that a few hours to complete. There is a huge problem in the way. With out giving too much of the project away, I basically need help from a bunch of people. The first problem is I have one to two, at best, people in real life that could help. The thing is the project needs to be thoroughly controlled. Variables need to be reduced completely. Now, I could ask people online to help, but there’s an even larger problem in the way. I’m lucky to get five people to read this post. As you can see, I’m stuck.

Though the project won’t be fully started until the summer, a little over two weeks for myself, I can at least try to get people on board now. So, if you have a camera, and an internet connection, and maybe half an hour at most to spare I’d appreciate it. The task is not difficult. (I’m going to be vague to keep the project a secret) All I need you to do is record your face. (speaking vague is hard)

I’ll make a full set of instructions soon. (This is of course under the illusion that people are willing to help)

As a quick side note, there is a chance, though very slight, that you were following me on Twitter last summer. I started this project last year, but it never really went anywhere.

I think that’s all I have to say. If you are generous enough to help, thank you. It’s not something I’m used to doing and I still feel weird about it.

Just Breathe - audio&videobyme. (remember to close your eyes)

a thought goes through your head,

you ignore it, think of other things,

all while you know if you think about it,

it will be the last thing you do,

so you wait for the authority to fall,

because doing it yourselves,

is to tough of a game.

At Any Point Beyond This One / August 5, 1990 - video+audiobyme.

Oh..I.. It smells like the 70’s. I have this weird feeling in my body when I see this. I can’t explain it. (Taken with instagram)

Today was one of those days I always want to have but never get. I hope it happens again soon. Goodnight all.

& all throughout the day, things were beautiful.

I need a camera.

I’ve rendered a video in working on about five times now. All I’m changing is the audio extremely slightly to get it perfect. It might be my favourite video I have ever made so far. I’ve also spent the largest amount of time editing it, besides a video I did a while ago that I’ll never want to explain. For the first time, I’m using a sample in the audio, which is new for me. The hardest part of this video is giving it a title. More that not, I spend more time thinking of a title that making the video or poem etc.